Tuesday, August 31, 2010

An undecided Mind

Someone once said "Sometimes in the winds of change we find our true direction"
If that's the case I think I may be stuck in a tornado. At what point do you become truly happy with your life? I find myself always wanting more, needing change. Like I can always improve some aspect of my life and the things surrounding it. When do you actually say "That's it, I'm good, I have accomplished everything I set out to do"?  Does that feeling of complete even exist?
It's almost like something is missing and I have no idea what it is so I change the things I have control over, like a job or going back to school. Changing my hair colour or my style. None of it works. I still feel a small void. Some would say I have a "Perfect Life" and I may, but I feel like I have more to offer and now I am stuck like a fly on a trap. Trying to make the best of the situation.
So as my first post and even though I have no followers I leave you with this one question.
Is there really a feeling of absolute satisfaction??